Mystery

Good 

bad

nice 

worst 

crappy 

lovely 

beautiful

horrible 

pain 

smiles 

dreams

reality 

funny 

serious

Short 

too long 

solitude 

company 

tears 

curvy lips 

silent gaze 

loud noises 

disturbances 

hindrance

cry 

shy 

bold 

cold 

broken 

bond 

unfurled 

completely wrapped

"you"

sometimes just "i"

together 

drift apart 

wounds 

bandages 

friends 

known strangers 

facts 

wishes 

busy 

loneliness 

time flies 

or standstill

bleeding heart 

or senses killed 

there is something 

mysterious 

in every moment 

something surprising 

at other times 

unfulfilling 

yet 

I await eagerly 

as time spins its yarn 

and write my story

before curtains are drawn !!!

PS : Happy New Year ! :)

Blank

swirl of emotions 

cyclonic feelings 

that lies beneath 

oceans of relationships 

all waiting 

to create 

a disaster

on this peaceful page 

and 

as I touch 

my keyboard 

blank thoughts 

numbness 

has already 

spread their 

white sheet 

Self

Layers of darkness 

wrapped in piles,a ray of light 

strikes, self emerges 

For HH

Classes

"Come on , start! " But she didn't. Her silence, at this point of time will ruin my business. No, I can't let that happen. 

" Listen Martha, you need to educate them, that's what you are being paid for" My voice was stern this time. 

She looked straight in my eyes. I couldn't face her, so I just turned towards the 'fresh' faces. Their eyes too spoke like hers.But I couldn't do anything. I was helpless. I couldn't object to discontinue 'these' classes. 

For first time, I felt ashamed of being a man  !

Afterword : This piece of dabble throws light on plight of a woman, who is forced to educate her fellow beings in a brothel . 

For 3WW

Rapist

You

yes you 

You are a killer 

who throttled 

all those innocence 

that's yet to bloom ?

You 

yes you 

You are a murderer 

who strangled all her dreams 

all the fantasies 

that she grew up with 

How can you be 

so rude ?

You 

yes you 

You are a slayer 

who robbed her

the most prized possession 

How can you be 

so heartless 

causing her 
so much pain ?

You 

yes you 

You are a butcher 

who mercilessly sliced off 

her soul 

from her body 

and now fetching your lust

with that unquenchable thirst ?

You 

yes you 

I am talking to you !

Can you hear me 

or just pretending not to ?

I wonder 

how could you 

dare to

see your own reflection 

sans the blood stained hands

which have cruelly 

shredded the life 

of an innocent !

For Monday Poetry Potluck ( Reflection)

Still

As I try to 

hold it still 

it refuses to 

listen 

and the smile 

just jumps 

from one lips 

to another 

loosening 

the strings 

which was 

all this while 

frozen !

OSI 

I wonder ..

I wonder 

what you meant 

when you 

called me 

a star ?

searching 

for the answer 

I look above 

at the dark sky 

who stands tall 

and high 

am I just 

another face 

among the crowd

in the horizon 

or did you mean

as another jewel 

that adorns 

your lovely moon ?

Crucified

though 

life within me 

still transports 

blood to my heart 

never missing 

a beat 

yet 

deep inside 

my soul 

lay there 

crucified 

with a 

cross, 

carved
with words  

"Dreams dead, 

and may their soul 

rest in peace !"

.. as I look
at you
being crucified
strangely
my eyes
didn't shed
a drop of tear
was I
already dead ?
perhaps yes ..
with a body 
still alive 
loathed with
 colour
of a murder - 
strangled 
 by "loved ones" 
to its own 
dreams !  


  

Emotions

Emotions 

dabble within 

struggling to 
utter 
a word 
helpless 
they lean 
on expressions 
but 
they fail
yet again ..

For 3WW

during last moments ..

... and now
as I lay
looking
at the fissures
on my wrist
a dead smile
stretches
empty heart
finally
reduces its beats
and now
I win
yet the pain
refuses to cease  


For OSI

... without you !!!

I wished

to hear my name

conjoined

with yours

but now

I love

my name

in plain

... without you !

I thought

the tears

from my eyes

are just

my love

for you

but they still flow

... without you !

I wanted

my heart

to always

call your name

but now

my heart beats

... without you ! 

I begged

you

to accompany

to hold my hands

and travel

through this loneliness

but now

I love this journey

... without you !

I dreamt

time

to stand still

to weave

and treasure

our memories

but now

I like to

race fast

... without you !

I never thought

I could

lead a life 

sans you 

but now 

I am enjoying 

my life 

... without you !

.. and now 

I wanted

to write 

something

on my own

but damn 

I couldn't 

... without you ! 

Faith

Darkness drag deeper 

Yet baby emerges healthy 

Mother's faith triumphs

For HH 

Heart of love

In sands of life 
where pebbles ruled 
I asked for
a ray of hope 
from Him 
listening to my plea 
He put forward 
His hand 
and moved His fingers 
creating 
some design 
an unknown pattern
on my 
rough destiny 
I stepped ahead 
and fell 
into those curves 
and my blood 
coloured 
the heart of love

An incomplete dream ..

An incomplete dream
soft as rose
that withered
as circumstances froze
letting the petals
die on own
amidst the thorn
it was thrown
piercing the petals
cutting them deep
releasing the scent
when it actually weeped
a cub took 
in its hands
though it hurt
he kept his stands
Couldn't help much
than soothe her pain
kept her close
trying his best
to lease her
a new life again
The rose pleaded
to let her die
yet the cutie
ignored its cry
held it closer
and kissed her wounds
but the damage
had already been
 done now
the rose 
began to hate
and just then played
fate
the cub revealed
a petal
that was still
unfurled
a smile lit
inside its buds
raising new hopes
tapping dreams
that went 
untouched
A new tale
swirled
in the life
of adreamygal
and the rose awaits 
her incomplete dream 
to be knurled !


PS : Adreamygal is back into her own space !